Category Archives: Nota Cinta

because friendship is a ship we sail together through sunny days and stormy nights

farah:  busy?
me:  not so much but yes actually. hahahaha, you know how I adore distractions so I know I need focus 😛
farah:  🙂
me:  whats up

then it comes out. the story. the mind-boggling ordeal to understand the opposite species. and to also understand why these people end up making us feel bad about ourself just because they are overwhelmingly insecure about themselves.

farah:  xpe babe. thanks so much. it does help talking to u. appreciate it a lot
me:  aaaaawwwwwwww. anytime babe. even so aku tak dapat banyak tolong. you know what should help. gi game zone kat midvalley. pastu main ketuk ketuk bunuh mosquitoes tu. hahahahahahaha
farah:  hahahaahhahahhaha. good. its my head that needs the knocking. lol
me:  it’s not. sebab if not. you’d see me knocking my head first. lagi teruk. hah
farah:  hahahahaa. u nak ketul buat apaa. u okkkk. u r not as dumbblond as me nowwww. lol
me:  you dah kaler rambut ke?
farah:  blomm. (censored) gerammmmm aku laa
me:  (censored)
farah:  bodhh. bodoh. bodoh
me:  😛 . Sebagai antara kawan yang rapat. I don’t find it even mildly offensive that I can measure (censored). hahahahahahahahahaha
farah:  and do i sound like i care?
me:  that’s why. hahahahahah
farah:  hahaaha. oh goshh. iloveour frenship. i really do. im glad i said u r interesting. lucky u dont disappoint me. lol
me:  Hahahahahahaha. Yes, likewise. kan kan kan
farah:  hihihihihi. see i dont just make remarks ok. i observe
me:  wahhhhhh
farah:  wakakakkkakakaa
me:  hahahaha, and your observation is so spot on! I observe too. that’s why i work on this friendship 😛
farah:  awwwww
me:  cos I know you’re interesting too. ahahahha. oh no. we;re back on our sappy talks. hahahahahaha
farah:  kann u know it shouldnt be a waste kan? LOL. we sound soo full of each other nw
me:  HAHAHAHHAHAHAH. Yes yes. Not a waste at all 😉 see, chenta hati title does not go wasted 😛
farah:  awwwwww. sometimes i feel like im not doing good enuff to be ur chenta hati. kadang2 i slalu takda when u need me

me:  if only I could count the times you’re not there when i need you, it wouldn’t measure to the times when you’re always there when I didn’t even call for you

farah:  awwww. huaaa. sappy. LOL
me:  hahahahahaa
farah:  im gonna paste this in fb!
me:  Yay!
farah:  not the chat but the quote
me:  hahahahaha. can can
farah:  too meaningfful to pass
me:  aaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

a prayer

A: Tonight I cried during prayer. I cried when I asked for strength. The strength I need to give love. I thought of you. And your kind pure heart. I am so grateful to be a passerby in your path. What you did for the kids was amazing. What you did for yourself is commendable. I pray for your peace, composure, joy. Goodnight. Assalamualaikum.

V: I heart you so much Abby. Sitting in front of Kaabah, and praying for you is my gift for a dear dear friend like you.. Alhamdulillah syukur pada Allah swt for such wonderful blessing for having you in my life’s journey. Alhamdulillah. Waalaikumsalam, Abby. Rest well.

Dear God. I want to love so badly. But give me the strength to love, to give and give, the affordability to give relentlessly, to tell people I love them and mean it, to make people smile when they think of the love I give. Like my friends who loves me endlessly even though they are not related to me.

Dear God, if ‘jodoh’ is not in my books, let me love others, for I now am helpless. I have no money to give, I have no status to pride around. All I have is just words. Words to share about love. How wonderful love is when it’s shared among strangers whom we never knew before. Love that can kill of anger, hatred, arrogance, pride and erase boundaries.

Dear God, I am most grateful for all that you’ve given me. Forgive my wrongdoings in life. I am a weak soul. I am vulnerable and fragile. That’s why I ask for strength. And only to You we all ask for forgiveness and strength. For You are the All KNowing, Master of Everything and Owns everything in this World and Life.